Still living

Haven't written here for a long time. Lots of things have happened.

My dad lives with us.

Number one son lives with us.

Number two son has started back to college.

Husband took a demotion and pay cut at work, but it is better than being laid off.

The hundred year old tree in my front yard "broke", it has to be taken down.

My great nephew Caius was born.

I had a birthday.

My mom had a birthday.

My stepmom ended her life.

I flew to Arizona, loaded up my dads house, and drove a 16 ft truck, loaded with his belongings through the mountains...all the way to Indiana. It was exhausting.

Number one son thought he no longer wanted to be with his long time GF, so I borrowed a truck, went to Cincinnati, loaded him up and brought him home. I am sending him back this week, 23 yr olds should not live with their parents, Love him dearly, but he must go. His GF misses him, he misses her, they belong together.

I have lost 20 pounds...wonder why?

I go to the doctor on September 5th, I do not go to doctor's, I hate doctors. I need a doctor.
I am perimenopausal, I am nuts, and evil to everyone. I have anemia, I eat ice all day, everyday, i need my blood fixed. I have a weird spot on my skin, it has been there for years, never told a doctor about it, i just ignored it, it is now dark brown, scary..it has changed, it wasn't supposed to change, now i have to show it to a doctor, and i have never shown it to anyone.

My dad found awesome old polaroid pictures of my childhood friend, her brother, mom and grandma, they are standing in front of her family's blue and white camper. I have to find a way to scan them, so I can share them with her :) We had a lot of fun at 1000 oaks camping, when we were kids.

I will update more often, I promise.

Did I mention that I also work 45 hours a week? While I was gone to AZ and dealing with the funeral, my ass't manager decided to quit.